Nesting and Shadow Lives
Dream Diary Not too many scenes or details last night, but in my dream, I do remember deciding to go back to university to change careers. I saw myself filling out application forms for medical school and vet school both. I even received money for a bursary. ********** Today: I wake this morning with a new pimple on my forehead - yes!! Funny thing to say, I know... but yesterday, I took my first dose of pregnenolone in the hopes of beginning to address depleted hormones caused by chronic stress. This is a sign that something is already shifting inside my body. I also wake feeling disquiet from this dream. I sometimes feel unease over certain choices I've made with my career, that I personally could be pursuing a kind of work that is more aligned with direct care... that I should have listened to my parents and stayed at vet school thirteen years ago. I would have made a fantastic vet, or doctor, or physio for that matter; I often sense some underdeveloped vitality i